My man

I'm beginning to realize what a good man I have. He hurt me. He made mistakes. He is growing into a man I'm learning to love and admire. It took me awhile to see the changes and the effort he is making. I see now that he is in it for the long haul. I won't say he will never make another mistake again because he probably will. But I know now that he won't be making the mistake because he isn't committed.

I was ready to hurt him. I was ready to get even. I wanted him to pay.  I ended up doing things that I realize now were wrong. I knew it to begin with but didn't care how it would affect him. He let me go. He let me learn things that I never would have learned had he stopped me. I learned the grass isn't greener on the other side. I learned I have the man I do for a reason. I learned I really do love him. I have finally come to the point that I can say I'm glad I married him.

I have an idea now why he did what he did. I also have an even greater idea why he came back to me and is ready to be my husband. I'm ready to close this chapter in my life and truly move forward and love the man God has given me. I'm ready to be the woman he needs. I'm ready to love him with my whole heart.

This feels good.